February 2012
55 posts
Well not deleting by never going on again
This blog is inactive
If tumblr wants to delete it go right ahead
Ok guys, deleting my account
Mokshya
If you want to help me then never, never go to the teacher at that hell off a school for help and certainly don’t get my mum involved
Just ask me and if I say I’m fine push me
I know you guys are there for me and I know I’m not alone it’s just the simple fact that all of you have a funny way of showing it
Even on Friday the most important thing was the Jamie and anna...
So, now I have my iPod and Internet restricted...
I’m not allowed on my iPod when I’m home alone
No Internet past 10pm
Why?
Because of mum
Guys, it was a nice gesture that you were worried about me and when’t to the teachers
But, please, leave it next time
It’s my issues are my problems to Handel BY MYSELF
if I wanted my family to know I would have told them when I was ready
I’ve lost my iPod and Internet
I...
I failed 2 almost attempts…but I feel, next time, failure is not an option. It’ll make my mum reject me, my friends cry and the school kids grateful that I got it over with but I’ll till do it, because I can’t take this anymore. You only live to die.
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All that work and what did it get me? Why did I do...
This is how I feel about my friendships at the moment
I work and work so hard to make sure you guys are happy and stress free, that you’re having the best life that you can
I hug you when you’re down
I tell you you’re beautiful
I’m always here to listen to your problems
I don’t push you past your comfort zone
And I keep any and all secrets you want me to
And...
Brain: you're stupid, ugly, fat, stupid, useless, a lier, alone AND you don't have any friends. Who would want you, you pathetic excuse for a human being?
Me: ...I'm to tiered to argue. We'll talk in the morning
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Pain is temporary...
…but words last forever
Just because I don't have a boyfriend…
….docent mean I have no problems
I still need your support
Like you still need mine
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FML docent even begin to cover it…
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Bed wetter, useless, weak, fat ass, flat chest,...
…I hate flashback day
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Friend/parent: you're beatiful, you know that?
Me: why are you lying to me? I thought I could trust you
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“you’re so ugly the only way you’ll ever get laid is if you’re...”
– Matt D, year 6…it was a Tuesday
Completely physically and emotionally drained…and I still have homework
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Celebrity's I want to hug before I die
- Matthew Lewis
- Chris Colfer
- Colin Morgan
- Jed simkins
- James miller
- Jackson Williams (If brooke would let me)
- Eddie kemp (if zoe would let me)
- Oliver Phleps
- James Phelps
- David tenant
- Matt smith (if zoe would let me)
- Hank green (if The Katherine would let me)
- John green (if The Yeti would let me)
- Damien McGinty (he’s fricking irish!)
- Jim howick
-...
“If all the village idiots from all the villages, left their village and formed...”
– Colin Lane (via fuckyeahlanoandwoodley)
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You know what?
I give up
I need my mum...
…and I need my friends
But I can’t talk to either
Because they have their own problems
And I need to be there for them
I will always be there for them
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Yes I fangirl over gay men...
…What of it?
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Chris colfer starts singing 4 minuets
Me: OH MY GOD WHY COULDNT I BE BORN A GAY MAN?!
Matt lewis starts singing twist and shout
Me: ...what is wrong with you?
